God, I'm So Afraid of You - Will You Still Speak to Me?

What is it that stands in your way in communicatingenough, clever enough, etc.
with God? What are the barriers?When it come to communicating with God there's a
Do you view God as a friend?whole new level of stories we tell ourselves - "I don't
Have you ever gone out in public with a well behavedhave enough faith." "I'm not willing enough for God to
child? Now there's something to behold! Perfectspeak to me." "I'm such a terrible sinner." And on and
strangers nod, smile, chat - even pat my little girl on theon.
head. Now that I have a 2 year old people aren'tOnce you really drill down and discover what your
nearly as afraid of me - nor I of them... I mean whofears are - you will find they are simply your own
would be afraid of a child? Have I change or is it justnotions - stories you've been telling yourself about
having a child present?yourself. Some of them may have come from your
With no child present there seems to be a sort ofparents or perhaps just the society we live in. Religion
barrier between us adults.teaches a few as well that tend to restrict a person's
The barrier is fear. It could be a lot of things.relationship with God. It really doesn't matter where
"I'm busy and if I give time to that person I'll be late." "I'mthey come from chances are quite good they are
afraid that other person doesn't want to talk to me."false.
"I'm no good at carrying on a conversation withOh, sure you may think them about yourself - but does
strangers." You get the idea. The reasons vary widelythat really make them true? Actually NO! We're about
and really aren't important - the fear is the same andto get outside the scope of this article but if you can
the result the same - no communication.be open to the idea that much of the stuff we tell
A verse in 1 John speaks of the impossibility of lovingourselves about ourselves is negative and false "head
an unseen God if we can't love a brother who istalk" you will be well on your way to opening up to a
visible.whole new level of living!
I John 4:20Entertain this thought for a few minutes: God created
If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he isme, loves me intensely just the way I am and desires
a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother,communication with me more than anything else.
whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he hasNotice the stuff that comes to mind to contradict this
not seen. (NIV)idea - You don't need to do anything with this stuff -
I wonder if communication is the same? How can wejust notice it.
communicate with God who we don't see if we can'tLater you may wish to spend a little time considering
even communicate with a fellow human being standingthe source of these contradicting ideas. Ask yourself if
directly in front of us?they are true - and how do you know they are true? If
Does the fear that keeps us from communicating withyou don't know they are true - then they are suspect -
our brother also block communication with God?and should be placed on the "do not call" list!
Probably.Then the next time that thought or idea comes up -
See the thing is these fears are stories you tellyou will remember that it's on the "do not call" list and
yourself about yourself. At the root of them runshas no right to be imposing it's negativity on your life.
some theme about not being smart enough, good